“It shall be a sabbath of rest unto you, and
ye shall afflict your souls, by a statute for ever.” (Le 16:31 AV)
At first glance, one might see a difficulty
here. How can rest and affliction
coexist? Rest and affliction are polar
opposites, aren’t they? How can someone
rest and at the same time afflict himself?
But that is exactly what the day of rest was for. It was a day to rest from one’s labors and
slow down enough that the soul could be afflicted with the reality of who and
what we are. The day of rest from one’s
labors was a day of rest from one’s sins; and the spiritual consequences of those
sins. The practical reality is times of
rest are good times to reflect on our walk with God. It doesn’t matter whether it is a Sunday or
any other time of idleness. These times
of rest could be just as much of a vacation as it is the quiet time right
before slumber. Perhaps the time of rest
is a coffee break at work or waiting for an appointment. Whenever we have times of slow or no
activity, it might be a good time to afflict the soul as self-examination is
the means to walk more intimately with God.
There are times we enjoy the quietness that
comes from an unoccupied mind. We enjoy
the peace that comes from perfect contentment and faith. We enjoy the reality of total absolution for
all our sins and the freedom from guilt this provides. But we cannot always say this is the
case.
There are times we reflect on who
and what we are and we do not like what we see.
For me, it is usually at night.
As I fall off to sleep, the LORD gets an ear full of how I have failed
Him. The list is long. The time of affliction is when the day is
over and rest is on the schedule. God is
entitled to our transparency and the thought occurs to me that if I were not to
wake in the morning, I would want my slate to be as clean as it possibly can
be.
Yet, there is another operation that is more
precious than confession and forgiveness.
It is often in the night the Spirit does His best work. Upon affliction of the soul, there is also
learning and healing. As He speaks to me
regarding my deepest thoughts, feelings, and condition, He leads my thoughts
through biblically-based reasoning. He
helps me understand what I need to know so that when I wake in the morning, He
has matured me ever so slightly. It is
the meditation of the heart that brings understanding in the way. As the Spirit so gently guides my thoughts
into the reality of the word of God, I can understand why I am the way I am and
the promises He brings that can change that.
This affliction is a good thing.
Think of it as a physical trainer.
He is not critical. He is not a
drill sergeant who will malign you into subjection. The physical trainer will push you and give
you the confidence and encouragement that might seem like impossible
goals. I had the privilege of working
with one many years back. He set goals
and increased those goals so after a year or so, I was able to do things that I
didn’t think possible. Like hiking five
miles dragging a dead deer without having to stop and catch my breath. It took afflicting the body. It took afflicting the mind. Growth takes affliction and it is in the times
of rest where the Spirit does His best affliction.
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