“Wherefore should I fear in the days of evil, [when] the iniquity of my heels shall compass me about?” (Ps 49:5 AV)
This may seem like an odd question. But I understand exactly what David is asking. Of course, the saint and sinner alike should fear our Creator when sin is our desire. David is not professing boldness in the day of sin to continue therein. Absence of fear while in the act of sin is not his pursuit. Rather, those who hate sin and wage a never-ending battle against it understand exactly what David is saying. Those who hate sin understand the captivating force that it can be. Sin is enslaving. Sin is a pit from which it is impossible to escape. It is a monster residing just outside our hearts that we cannot tame. The power of sin becomes more frightening than the consequences from it. So, David asks a question to put into perspective the power of sin compared to the power of God. There is no sin from which our God cannot deliver. Period. We are not hopeless. We are not helpless. Our God can and will deliver! This is David’s point.
Last night I had a dream. A rather vivid one. I walked into what I thought was an elevator, and the elevator was below my feet. It was quickly descending, and I was falling after it. I had the thought to stretch out my body to slow my descent. (Hey, it’s a dream. Don’t judge!) I slowed myself enough to grab a ledge and pull myself into a room. There were a few people in that room, so I yelled for them to help me. They pulled me into a room only to discover it was a zero-gravity room. The more the dream progressed, the more I was pulled into circumstances which I could not control. The odd thing about the dream was I never panicked. There was no fear. It was an experience where one circumstance was replaced by another impossible situation. But there was always a way out. I could do very little to actuate my deliverance. The only thing I could do was to react with that which was provided me. There was no terror. There was no anxiety. It surprised me how logical I was and how calm my demeanor. It was a situation that was completely out of my control, yet all things were in control.
That is how we need to see sin. Every night I go to bed begging the LORD to deliver me from sin. That is my number one wish! I want to be rid of the old man once and for all. I want to be free from temptation. God will provide a way. We simply have to look for it. Sin is a horrible enemy. Far worse than the devil himself. More damage to mankind has been done because we ate the forbidden fruit than could have ever been done by Satan and his demons. Sin should be feared. But it should not be feared to the degree that our joy is gone and our fortitude to fight it is absent. David was asking a great question. In that question, he was also making a statement. We can hate sin. We can fear sin. We can wish for the day that sin no longer has any presence in our existence. Our hope is not in our ability to resist. Our hope is in the God who desires to deliver us from it more than we want to be delivered!