“KOPH. I cried with [my] whole heart; hear me, O LORD: I will keep thy statutes. I cried unto thee; save me, and I shall keep thy testimonies.” (Ps 119:145-146 AV)
We fail to remember that the purpose for deliverance should be obedience. We want deliverance for many reasons. We want deliverance because the trouble we feel is too great to bear. We want deliverance because we know that the loss from our troubles will be more than we can take. We want deliverance simply to be at peace. We want to be saved from our troubles because we are ashamed of our failures. We do not like the feeling of guilt. So if the LORD saves us, then those unfavorable feelings will suddenly fall away. We want the LORD to save us for many reasons. And they are all good reasons. Yet the one that should be at the top of the list is obedience. We should want deliverance so that we are at liberty to wail in obedience and faith toward our God. Israel learned this the hard way.
Our Psalmist tells us in psalm 137 that the captors of Israel required a song of Zion. They required mirth when there was none. One of our O.T. prophets tells us that there was great weeping for Jerusalem and the temple that once stood there. Another prophet tells us that those who returned were provided the opportunity of restoration and worship. He called it a nail in the place. Israel and Judah, when carried away to Assyria and Babylon respectively, mourned for their homeland. Initially, they mourned for those familiar things they missed. But over time, they missed what they should have safeguarded all along. They missed the temple. They missed the liberty to live in the laws of the Old Testament. They missed what made them who and what they were. It is astounding that when Cyrus opened the door for their return, so few did. Those that did struggled. They had revival. But not without a few failures along the way. Just ask Nehemiah. What the leaders did was to always have in the forefront Mosaic law and worship. God brought them back from Assyria and Babylon so they could recommit to following the law.
We want to be free from all sorts of trouble. We want it for all sorts of reasons. The purpose for our existence is to fellowship with our Creator through obedience and faith. That is what makes mankind unique. The trouble we face is intended to increase one or both. For Israel, it was obedience. For Peter who walked on the water, it was faith. Sometimes, it is both. It is okay to ask for deliverance from guilt and shame. It is okay to ask for deliverance from overbearing circumstances. It is okay to seek liberty from troubles. But let us remember the first priority. We are to increase in conformity and trust. We are to mature by a broken will and a soft heart. If we want the LORD to turn our situation, we must remember that He will do so with the expectation that we will obey and trust more than we have in the past.